In just a blink of an eye, it's already mid-November! To be honest, if you ask me to look back of what i have done for the past 10 months, i really don't remember. I even almost forgotten that this year was the year i ended my a-level program. I thought it was last year. What the heck happened to me?
I still remember in A-level that we have this thing called newsletter which is like once in a month, there is this brilliant guy whom got 4A* for his result and he wrote that university level is actually harder than A-level so good luck in your A-level. When i read it, i didn't believe him. I seriously think that A-level is the hardest exam I have ever sat for in my 20 years of life. Well i am wrong.
I hate university life. I can't believe the naive me was so eager to enter university back in June. Now i am only in my fifth month of my university life, i feel so stress up. People in my class are really one of the kind. My class have 200 students and we have classes in the auditorium every single day. These 200 students come from various foundation program like MUFY, A-level, foundation in science and so on so forth. Generally people here are the most hardworking people I've ever seen. I feel so much like "rusa masuk ke kampung" but yeah the library is always pack even till at night around 10 p.m.
I think i am still sleeping mentally.
I really miss my lecturers in A-level. Or to put it correctly, i miss being spoon-fed.
But here i am now, in another chapter of my life and i think it's one of the most important stage of my life. My super-stressful-hectic-dull-university life.
I really hope i can survive. All those years of putting effort in my studies and now if you view it as a gaming way, it's like the final stage that's gonna determine whether i really did succeed in my studies or....not.
Yeap, i just rub salt into my wound again.
Breathe, breathe. =.=
