All the past feelings, remorse and guilt had gone. And when i start reminiscing the past, all those mistakes, the anger and the hurt that i had experienced and caused seems like a distant dream. Maybe time really heals everything? Or maybe we tend to forget and forgive just to have a better life? After all, what is the point of living a life fills with sorrow and revengeful feelings. No, what i really mean is what is the point of staying in the past at all?
Whether we realize or not, everything keeps moving on. Today will be tomorrow. And future will be the past. Our brain will be constantly filtering out the history and replacing it with new memories either is pleasant or not. And sometimes, if we are lucky, some awful memories will be forgotten tied together with the feelings.
And that is what i am hoping to happen to me now. Moving on, just these two words... but with a huge unseen efforts. To me, moving on is not just about getting past a hurdle, it's about erasing all the memories. Especially when it comes to a person who used to be so dear to you.
Nothing will work except relying on time.
Because time, with it's merciless pride, will always move on. And we'll always be in the ride with it. Just that it seems to move faster than our memories does.
That's all! :) Have a great weekend. Thanks for reading my post. I literally just scramble out anything that crossed my mind. Haha.
Signing off.
Skyjuice
