2012

It's been one year since i last visit here. And i don't even know if there is anyone reading this blog at all. haha. Oh well, just for the sake of updating i'll blog something. :)

All the past feelings, remorse and guilt had gone. And when i start reminiscing the past, all those mistakes, the anger and the hurt that i had experienced and caused seems like a distant dream. Maybe time really heals everything? Or maybe we tend to forget and forgive just to have a better life? After all, what is the point of living a life fills with sorrow and revengeful feelings. No, what i really mean is what is the point of staying in the past at all?

Whether we realize or not, everything keeps moving on. Today will be tomorrow. And future will be the past. Our brain will be constantly filtering out the history and replacing it with new memories either is pleasant or not. And sometimes, if we are lucky, some awful memories will be forgotten tied together with the feelings.

And that is what i am hoping to happen to me now. Moving on, just these two words... but with a huge unseen efforts. To me, moving on is not just about getting past a hurdle, it's about erasing all the memories. Especially when it comes to a person who used to be so dear to you.

Nothing will work except relying on time.

Because time, with it's merciless pride, will always move on. And we'll always be in the ride with it. Just that it seems to move faster than our memories does.

That's all! :) Have a great weekend. Thanks for reading my post. I literally just scramble out anything that crossed my mind. Haha.

Signing off.

Skyjuice

:)

Movie.

I don't remember ever the last time. I laughed so hard.

2011

Here we are!!

Another year has passed,
Another year has gone,
The memories shall stay etched,
Forever in the mind, heart and soul!

Till then i wish you all, Happy New Year!

A little too late.

Sometimes, when you first listen to a song and then you didn't like it. But after a few months or so... you heard the song again.. and you say to yourself..

"Hey this song is nice! So meaningful, exactly sing the way i feel"

Then later.. after awhile you keep repeat the song.. at least five time a day then suddenly the feelings you first had for the song is gone.. as you no longer feel what you used to feel... then you will say

"Gahh.. this song is boring,"

After that, you will definitely go and search for another song.. and the you fall head over heels with the song again and then the whole process repeat again. Then the next time you listen to the first song again... then maybe you will like it back.. or maybe you won't.

This thing basically apply to every other part of our life whether you realize it or not. Whether you want it or not.


I guess i am just a little too late. Cause you are gone by the time i know.

Jingle Bell

Nah, i don't celebrate Christmas but it doesn't hurt to wish anyone right?

MERRY CHRISTMAS

to all my friends who celebrate Christmas and You of course, my blog reader or even just passing by. :D

It's the end, dude.

It's agitating and its reckless,
It roams freely and it bite,
It swift its mood and i feel the change,
It's nothing serious doesn't matter.

Left alone in the room,
Curled my legs, head held low,
Eyes flickering back to the past,
Holding back the tears things never seems to last.

In times, future seem like a quest,
To find the key get through the rest,
No, there is not a single test,
And you don't have to be the very best.

I had yet to adjust myself in,
When things seem so different now,
New society with new surrounding,
Will i ever make it out?

Don't dwell in the past, move on,
Sail your ship leave this town.
Inside me, i wanted to shout.
Wait! I just need a second more.

Don't grasp it too hard,
You need to flap your wings in order to fly,
Life is too tough, stop pushing me!
I need to make my own choice either to walk or to fly.

In the end, there is not a tale to tell,
If you are a bird, you will have to fly,
If you are a fish, you will have to swim,
If you are my child, you will listen to me.

Tell me again, what you say?
Miracle in life? Follow your heart?
Choose what you want? And please no one?
Be courageous and do what you wish?
And finally to be dump aside by friends and family.

Silentune